Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Living In Your Letters


Buna seara. It's amazing that you can still see through me as if I am made of glass and you know how to bring a smile to my face without even trying. Years have passed and I still listen intently to every word that you have to say as if it is a sermon, even if your words now come via instant messager. The only way that I can see your face is through some independent social networking site that I have not heard of until now. You still look the same as you did five years ago. Conversing with you takes me back to Romania. Without you I would have been lost in translation. I would not have built the relationships that I did with the orphans. I would not have seen the world through the eyes of God. You were the glue that held the pieces of my heart together. I would not have left a piece of my heart in your country. All because of you my time in Romania was the most significant time in my life. I am sorry that it has been so long between conversations...and visits. Social networking is just a funny thing. I teared up a bit when you sent me your hi5 profile link and I saw your fantastic photos and in your "top friends" I found Loredana and a good number of ophans with photos of them in Marghita and the Black Forrest. Orphans on a social nextworking sites still blows my mind. I think it is funny how one of your friends referred to one of your pictures as "emo". Do you remember when when I introduced you to the band Dashboard Confessional? That was the original "emo"! I listened to Dashboard all the time in Romania! Anyhow, I am glad that we reconnected in this way. I have never been more of an advocate for social networking than I am now. I was reminded to go back to my old journal and recall entries from 2003. Wow, we had so much fun. It was heartfelt trip for me and we still had a lot of time to goof around! It's stupid that it has been so long. I am taking our recent conversation as a sign, I need to go back. There is something that I feel called to do or say...I'm not sure what. I needed to put this in writing before bed. Sorry for rambling. Multumesc. Noapte buna domnisoara!

Seriously? Seriously? Seriously?


When I got into my car this morning the sky was beautiful and overcast. Oh how I love a gloomy June day! I was in an exceptional mood and was anticipating good things to come of this day. And then in happened…the road that I need to drive through to get to the freeway that leads me to work was under construction! Why!? Is it too much to ask for Ventura County to take a break from construction!?

I took the detour that led me through the boonies of Oxnard in bumper to bumper traffic on some random country road. Eventually I found the freeway. On the freeway I was greeted by cars that decided to brake for apparent reason. As we climbed the Conejo grade the people behind the wheel continued to break and forget to signal as the cut each other off. This type of greater LA area traffic mayhem I will not miss. I am looking forward to a city with good, clean, working, accessible public transportation.

What got me through this gruesome drive was a great song of the ambient electronic nature by The Age of Rockets. The song, titled “Worth the Wait”, has an opening line clearly stated my exact thoughts, “I’m waiting for the dinosaurs to return and ravage the traffic of morning commutes”.
Wouldn’t that be cool to see? If only…